orangecow

YOUR BESTFRIEND NEXT DOOR

IAN

A B E L

NATHANIEL

[a moment of silence pls...]

Tuesday, November 10, 2009 1:06 AM

WTF!!!!

OMGGG!!!

HW TO HELL DID IT DIE?!?!?!?!!!

yess... its dead...

this morning i went to skul then came back then after that FEED them and play forawhile... then after that left for tuition.. 3.30 till 7.30 then 8 till 11... then came home, called eve and chat for awhile cz she called jz now... then called khee chye...

then talk to him...

then went upstairs to check on the guinea pigs, then i said,

" khee chye"

-"yeah?"

"my guinea pigs jz died"

etc etc...

talked to him...

he cheered me up abit...

i wasnt really really sad cz i only got for a few weeks oni..

im soooo gonna be a vet damnit!!

all my animals i keep all die wan..

I DAMN FCKING SAD OKAYY!!!!

then after that parents came back then i went to padang and lay the thing to rest and said a lil mini short prayer and i left...

i had khee chye on the phone for quite sometime...

he heard the whole process...

its okay..

he's kinda like my brother...

so anyway...

yeahh..

very grateful for him..

and yeahh...

tmrw im skipping skul, going tuition or sumtin then watching :

heard they got gud cinema...

hmm...

so anyway..

i dunno hw to tell the rest what happened larhh...

if you read then gud, PLS DUN TALK TO ME ABOUT IT!!!!

KEEP IT TO YOURSELFF!!!!

and dun tell anyone oso!!

PLSS!!!

grately appreciated...

thanks...

so thats all..

wanna go sleep edi soon...

gnite...

I NEED A HUG...

[Who's Up For A Long Post??]

Sunday, November 08, 2009 6:32 PM

lets start frm friday...

friday i woke up early and wanter to go skul.. i went and bathe all then i wanted change and realised that i din have skul uniform!!

WTF?!?!?!?!?!

so i went to skul to see wei ling and tell her i nt going skul then she decided to ponteng... so we pontenged and met up rahul and farhan behind lorong there... then went to joshu'a house... bought nasi lemak and coke on the way...

then went there.. wei ling damn stoned cz she scared padhli saw her... she damn stoned until she watched kumar.. then she okay edi...

then after that we went for brunch.. i had my wonderful SIEW YOK!! been dying for it for months... then after that i left for home..

went home...

then bath all the nwent for tuition..

went tuition early...

it was add math class...

DAMNN FREAKING STRESS!!!!

after class i tried to call someone and talk cz i was too tensed up... i needed to talk to someone... but no one picked up so i just started screaming in my shop..

then after that we left for sunway pyramid..

my dad was playing the opening gambit for some function and we were there frm 5 to 8... i was in the mall for 3 freaking hours ALL ALONE!!!

walk around until die..

just eat eat eat...

haha...

then after that went home and knocked out..

NEST DAY!!

woke up about 7 ish.. went for seminar in Nirmzies... FRM 8 TILL 6!!!!!

MY GAWDD!!

bm was dramatic..

english teacher had attitude problem... all indian english teachers have attitude problem...

math was really boring... slept..

history was okay...

morale teacher looked like prfessor flitwick.. :

seriously...

then after that went to arthur kam's house..

ate and then went home...

chatted with :

TERENCE TAN

old old friend... found back...

rox sometimes la...

then after that went to bed...

body was aching, sneezing etc etc etc...

damn sick..

then i woke up at 3AM cz i was disturbed by my sympathetic body... so iwent online and played :

played for kc and mine...

then went back to sleep..

couldnt really sleep so i had to force my self..

woke up, i was really really sick...

went to tuition... sick..

today was frm 8 TILL 4.30...

tiring...

nw im back blogging..

damn tired...

wanna die on my bed..

tmrw some more going skul...

urghh!!

well... tahts all fro now la...

ps : fun fact about ian... his hobby is msging ppl... he loves to msg ppl... really really love too... he;s sociable behind ppl's face... nt really sociable in front of ppl's face... =P

which is why i dun really talk to anyone in tuition...

number 1 : kinda shy...

number 2 : studyy... i study better alone without friends...

so yeahh... tahts it...

BYEE!!!

[NEGLECTED]

Thursday, November 05, 2009 10:24 PM

cant say much...

ppl like dun wan me around anymore all...

out of my control...

do what you want, i do what i want...

if you want anything, im here for you...

but again, dont use me...

so..

today..

woke up late and hurried to skul...

went there and stoned...

then came english time...

gawdd!!

when i want to answer she say dont rattle away... when i refer to book, she say any stupid fella can refer to book and give answers, when i dont look at the book she say my answer wrong.. when i say romantic love she say got no such thing...

GAWDD!!!

then after that, after skul, went back..

slept then woke up then had to walk to tuition cz brother couldnt send...

so walked all the way to usj 4...

NOTE : TO MY FRIENDS;

when i can drive, if ever you need transport anywhere, just call me and ill see what i can do... if your siblings need any transport, you can call me too... just dont over la... thats it... im willing to help... :)

k... then brother took me home... his friend was in the car... it was a girl.. she was the first nicest friend my brother has introduced me to... abssly, its a gal...

unlike some of my brothers friends, can ignore me when i walk inside and they think this is their house...

urgh!!

anyway...

bla bla bla...

now im here eating ( finally ) and blogging...

feeling quite sad for some reasons...

and so, thats it...

cya!!

[PASSION PRAISE]

Wednesday, November 04, 2009 11:55 PM

this the latest passio praise flier done...

some ammenments had to be done and thats it..

i hope ntg else i have to do..

cant be deisgning, gt spm...

: /

gonna sleep now so yeahh...

thats it...

gnite!!!!

[MnO4^- + 5e + 8H^+ --> Mn^2+ + 4H2O]

7:51 PM

i suddenly had the drive to study lat night...

last night is studied chemistry for about and hour plus... did pass year paper 2006... i got a freaking 30 / 50!!!

ok la.. its more than half... haha!!

so anyway... then online go do fv and rc and then went to sleep...

tried to emo about certain things but i cuoldnt.. i was too happy... haha!!!

so then slept and woke up at about 9 then went to OUG do some legal stuff then went to the shop... studied add math for about and hour plus then my tuition teacher came and picked me up then went to his house did 2 smacking hours of add math... did the mara paper and kelantan paper....

then after that came back and online.. then bla bla bla bla bla bla bla...

then at 5.30 went for chem extra calss...

I LOVE REDOX!!!!

then now just came back..

going back with uncle soon...

ps. i dun really like my dad's friends... some of them... esp there is one... damn freaking annoying and rude... always try to blend into my family business...

FREAKING BLENDER!!!

OH!!

and i think i havent blogged about this fella yet...

DAVID CHOI!!!!

he's a freaking gud singer...!!

check these out :

I GOTTA FEELING

OWL CITY - FIREFLIES

[OMG! SPM!]

Monday, November 02, 2009 9:01 PM

tuition started at 3.30 today AND I FORGOT!!!!!! os i walked it at 4 ocock.. lucky nirmzies din scold... haha... so did chemistry... today we revised my best chapter...

REDOX

ii really really enjoy doing redox...

Cr2O7^-- + 6e + 14H^+ --> 2Cr^3+ + 7H2O

half ionic eqiuation for acidified pottasiun dichromate 6 ( K2Cr2O7 )

i just love redox..

so nowadays tuition is gonna be 2 hours insead of the usual one and a half...

oh and today, some realisation kicked in for spm...

when nirmzies TER-said,

SPM IS NEXT WEEK!!

i panic like cock!! damn shocked!!!

then i realised its not next week... but still abit freaked out...

so tuition finished at 7.30 and i was suppose to go back for accounts tuition but cant cz damn freaking jam all the way... so must patah balik and come to my shop and rot here until 11+... damnit la!!

i gonna miss :

DAMN!!!!!

so yeahh...

thats about all la...

tmrw nt goin skul, wanna go study...

SPM...!!!

I HATE YOU!!!!

[today, oh today...]

3:36 PM

hmm...

today i woke up slightly late and hence was late for church... so went to church and bla bla... was really tired... so i slept in church... haha... oops...!! sorry...!!

then went for youth class... all that...

then had meeting about the christmas party... we're having a chirstmas party, December 19... i want you to go... pls come... you noe who you are la!!

and then went to my shop...

then stoned one whole day there...

damn alot of ppl today.. customers, classes, etc etc...

sundays are really really busy... saturdays too...

then after shop, went to carrefour and ate :

i din noe there oso can refill... haha!!

dumbass me...!!

then after that walk around carrefour while my mum went to buy stuff...

i saw a chipmunk which is only 150 bucks!! but was being tortured by the pet shop fella's... put inside such a small glass cage thing... poor thing...

then home la...

and thats all today... very boring...

pfft!!

haha... this is the latest design btw of

PASSION PRAISE..

i designed it..

rate it pls!!!!!

[i shall try my best...]

Sunday, November 01, 2009 1:02 AM

today...

just now...

few seconds ago..

something happened...

i found someone on facebook...

i was shocked...

added em...

really shocked...

then after few days ( today ) the request got accepted...

i couldnt believe...

it was a person whom i thought had alot of potential in being a great friend...

yeahh...

it like a gift to noe that potential... haha...

im definately not gonna say what it is!!

so yeah... the moment the nots came in, i saw the request got confirmed...

and you will never find out!!

then i check the chat and i saw the person online...

NEVER!!!!

so i chat with the person, i said hey thanks for the add... reply was, no problem bro...

haha...!!

then we talk la... and the person motivated me for my spm etc...

only some ppl will find out... if you dun then sorry...

nice person, as expected... then the peson had to go, so bye... thats it...

we'll talk some time soon... build up a friendship... my next friend target...

and if you do find out...

I JUST CANT LIVE WITHOUT MAKING NEW FRIENDS!!!

PLS SHUT UP!!!!!

yeah... seriously... if you find out, pls dun tell anyone.. you're trusted...

ian trusts you...

thanks...

[WATCH IT!!]

Saturday, October 31, 2009 10:06 PM

sometimes, you have to just learn the shut up and nt hurt ppl emotionally...

do i look like i like this whole thing?? do i look like im happy?? sometimes you gotta just understand the situation before commenting on it... dont speak like a brainless idiot...

STOP INSULTING ME COCK!!!!!

aihh...

i put my heart and soul so come up with an angry post but somehow i just cant...

im too happy for an angry post...

so anyway...

today went for tuition...

sat beside kl again...

GAWD IM DEAF!!!!

its either im deaf or he's just nt clear with his braces... haha...

then after tuition, went to the shop...

i studied there with lavi...

for about an hour plus or so... then after that went to bang on the com...

then went back, mum went to the gym to sign my brother up ( DONT FREAKING COMMENT IT! )...

then i walked to kc's clinic just to drop by to say hi...

then yeah... then someone came and bla bla la... ish...

then mum came and picked me up...

then we went for makan in bliss...

i ate cheese baked rice.. i like it...

then now im at home...

currently doing :

- msging rahul

- msging husna

- msging bryan

- playing poker

- playing farmville

- checking emails

- checking facebook

- blogging

- reading blogs

- listening to " IF YOU'RE NOT THE ONE"

- singing to the song up there... ^

SIMULTANEOUSLY...

multi taking is a gift...

haha...

so yeahh..

thats about it i think...

oh, and i stopped nirmzies QnA for histroy chem and physics cz i got church...

cant skip church...

so yeahh...

thats about it...

ps. CHOCOLATE makes me feel better... and... thanks kl for the sprite today... i har chocolate in my mouth that i needed to clear... thanks for belanjaing me 2 bucks for sprite... oh yeah, the shop game free rite? haha... =.=

[DONT HIT ON MY BESTFRIEND YOU GASS BITCH!!]

12:53 AM

refer to title for a laugh...

haha...

yes, something happened... haha

so anyway...

today has been fun...

me, rahul, joshua and farhan din enter class at all today...

thats before recess la...

then after that, after recess, the form 3 idiots ( dylan's class) went to hog the classroom... so we went inside and chillax for awhile then sharmila came in and chase us all out... then we went out and din wanna go in class and we wanted to go downstairs but when we looked opposite we saw cheng looking and staring at us... then ka yuen screamed like a freaking gal for fun... then chong heard then chong shouted back, HOI!!! then they ran for their life while tsi minn and i rann opposite... then we went to dylan's class and drop my bag outside.. then i told tsi minn to drop her bag but dylan went and take it...

then mw and tsi minn went downatirs pretending that everything was fine... then cheng stared at us... then when she nt looking we quickly run towards the guys toilet there...

then when she bla edi, we went upstairs to class...

then dylan ask a gal to take my bad for me then she take then tsi minns bad was with the teacher cz she wanted to keep it...

then after taht minn went to collect her bag.. then i waited at class then she took quite some time.. then sharmila call me...

then me, neing a con artist, i spoke to sharmila with no fear... walking towards the class was scary but once i got there i was not scared at all... haha...

then she talk to me, then all i kept doing was diverting...

she ask why we gave the bag i said for fun then i said teacher, come skul boring what, no fun... then she say, no fun? study la boy, spm cmn edi...

etc...

i just kept on diverting...

uptill now, she doesnt noe the answer... haha...

then she made tsi minn take out everything frm the bag...

luck she left the fone with joshua... then thats it la...

dylan is a bad liar...

suck!!

so anyway, yeah... tahts it...

after that bla bla then tuition then bla bla..

then

histroy class... suppose to have test today and my histroy sucks!!!

so i ask kc for help, he say can.. but when i got to class, test postponed!!

damn happy!!

haha...

so yeah...

nw playing poker with chee seong and kc and some unknown ppl...

so yeahh... till then...

bye!!!

ps. pics will come nest post or sumtin... damn stres playing game nw... :S

[UNFAIR!!]

Wednesday, October 28, 2009 3:30 PM

life is so unfair...

I WANT MY MACBOOK PRO!!!!

i noe i can really really do well with my artistic self damnit!!!! i noe i can!! i noe ill be gud at animation and designing and video editing and wtc wtc all!!!

urgh!!

all i want is the macbook...!!

and mayb a second hand car wouldnt be so bad either...

BUT NOOO!!!!!

they REFUSE to give me anything at all!!

instead, they give my brother :

( it was old but at that time it was the "in thing" ... the best part is, HE LOST IT!!! and i found it back after many months and i STILL wasnt allowed to play with it... THEN HE FRIGGING LOST IT AGAIN!!!!! WTF?!?!?!?!?!?! )

( i noe its a dumb car, but wth rite? ITS STILL A CAR!!! when i sk them what about me, they say i can use this... you think my brother will let?? puhlease..!! )

and a bout 100 bucks A WEEK!!

and many many may many more...

but!!

everything that I want, they make me buy it!!!!

they make me buy my phone, my pet's food, find my pet stuff, find my transport, cook, clean etc etc..

all my brother does is MAKE ME DO THINGS FOR HIM!!!

sucks being the youngest...

HATE IT TO THE MAX!!!!

grr...!!

today was going so fine until then...

urgh!!

I WANT MY MACBOOK!!!!!!!

[Of Today]

Tuesday, October 27, 2009 8:10 PM

today, woke up late cz i slept late...

suppose to wake up at 6 and go to skul see rahul but overslept.. woke up at 7...

i faster faster bathe and then i thoughtto myself, aih, no need hurry la... so i took things slow... haha!!

then went to sher's house, brought the guinea pigs, his father told me dont play with it in the house cz his father AND sher dun like it...

then bla bla.. went for breakfast at melur then went back to sher's house to chillax then plan about next year then watch :

damn stupid show!!!

then went to skul, saw kc and khoo and rizie and few others then lepak there with rahul until he FINALY went home... then thats it la!

went home sleep and now this...

my dad coming back today frm taiwan...

soon...

oh! and THE PET FAMILY in Kelana Jaya is the only pet shop ive found where the person answered all my questions correctly and told me some extra points...

i researched keeping guinea pigs including their diets then just for human comfirmation, i ask her again if can then she told me if its still young dont give cz bla bla bla la...

real information then she told us a few more things which we din ask her about...

that is what i call a pet shop...

i think ill go work there...

haha!! cant wait for next year to come...

i might just grab a friend and work there...

[WWEEEEEEE!!!!]

Monday, October 26, 2009 1:27 PM

just came back frm the hospital...

GOT

100%

HEARING!!!!

i damn happy...

last time used to be 70% only but nw i got it all back!!

THANK YOU GOD!!!

the doctor was a joker but i din understant him.. God noes where he came frm... haha!!

anyway...

im really happy...

I LOVE YOU JESUS!!!

THANK YOU!!!

the only thing is my eardrum membrane is thinner than usual... and if kena again it will grow thinner and thineer and thinner... so i must jaga...

im really happy...

everything is falling into place rite now!!

wee!!!

i love my guinea pigs too!!

haha...

finally gave food and the thing still eating.. damn long still eating...

so anyway...

yeahh..

damn happy!!

[GP's]

Sunday, October 25, 2009 11:18 PM

the cage looks similar to this but only one tier... the gp's are too damn fat to climb through the holes thing so i had to take it out... i noe its kinda small for a gp.. but wth la... make do first... in time to come can change into a dog's cage... gp's grow till very big and fat so must get one...

last time i had 2 birds which escaped and flew away cz the cage spaces were to big... then i had a dog... my mum accidentally rolled over it... :( then i had another dog, my mum gave it away... then i had a bird, which died... :( this is all MY OWN pets... now i have to gp's... i hope it lives long...!!

*prays*

so yeah...

i just finish doing the cage... and damn tired...

wanna go play kheech's rc then play mine then sleep...

tmrw must wake up early...

cya!

bye!!

IM FINALLY HAPPY!!!

[PIGGY'S!!]

6:48 PM

so...

joyee wanted to come my shop...

i din noe fishball was with her..

so then they came... then they came in... then joyee said she forgot to lock the car then she went the tsiminn follow her then the came out of the car with a cage with guinea pigs inside...

then i was thinking to myself, " wthh!! that day oni me and joyee talking about what animal we want to buy and she bought guinea pigs already? damn fast... "

then tsiminn came and said, " nah ian, happy birthday..."

it was like this :

tm : nah ian, happy birthday...

me : noo...

tm : yes, this is for you, frm me, joyee, rahul and farhan

me : nooo... dont lie

tm : serious...

me : dun lie... dun talk nonsense...

tm : really la! not lying, your bday present frm us...

me : my mum is gonna kill you...

haha!! then after that i was like, tsi minn, record my mums reaction... i wanna show her...

then we recorded...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!H!H!H!!!!!!

DAMN FUNNYYY!!!

for video, ask me... mum doesnt want it online... haha..!!

then ok la... like that la..

excited but now got responsibility...

haha..

at least nw i wont be bored at home...

thanks

JOYEE

RAHUL

TSI MINN

FARHAN

SHERWIN

[MSGS]

2:57 PM

today, clearing up my msges...

here are the big breakdowns...

HUSNA

103 msgs

LISA

362 msgs

RAHUL

1022 msgs

and the big bomb!!

KHEE CHYE

1129 msgs

so predictable rite??

haha...

so yeahh...

my phone is finally faster!! haha

i deleted 3000+ msgs...

and now my phone is free!!!

haha...

thats about all la...

ntg big happened today...

oh, and im sick...!!

damn...!

[Mr. President]

Saturday, October 24, 2009 9:29 PM

jz got a nice strong dose of that gud shit...

im finally sane...

and rahul sucks...!!

anyway...

haha...

jz got back frm

and to my surprise...

i din noe you could actually refill drink in pizza hut...!!

all this time we were going to mcD cz we thought pizza hut couldnt refill...

wth rite!?

at least tell la!

damnit!!

so anyway..

today has been a stonified day...

tmrw goin church, after church got sum fund raising thing in church then going to a hall in :

i as Mr. President must take my ppl and go there and check out their hall for our big christmas party cmn this December 19th...

all's invited...

jz tell me before you come...

its free but if you want to donate, can... it goes to our church building fund ( which we so desperately need about 10k more )...

but sadly, max friends i can bring is 4... i think i MIGHT noe who to take... i dont care if i burst abit... haha...

im president ma!

haha... no la...!! jk je!!

so thats about it la...

till then...

*waves the cute wave*

BYEE!!

[of the many things that happened]

1:27 PM

so...

whats up with the car?

my unvles said that if i get 10A's in spm he'll give me his modified bug...

wow...!!

haha...

damn cool...

but damn funny cz ill nvr get 10 A's...

history and morale is already a definate nt A...

haha...

that 2 pass edi oso can...

so anyway...

things happened in the morning...

alot of things happened...

and im happy...

im finally happy...

YES I AM!!!

no more emoness for awhile now...

bumming in the shop today...

so anyway... thats about it la...

SMILE!!

[Cant Stop Thinking Hence Cant Stop Blogging...]

12:35 AM

devasted over things...

why cant things jz go back to normal...? the way it used to be...? the way we liked it...?

its nt being gay, its being a TRUE friend...

i just watched :

and in there, there was something about friendship...

the part where the guy's gf told his bestfriend some bullshit which is nt true... then his bla bla, his mum went and speak to him... and the advice went something like this...

" If she's your true friend, she'll understand... Only TRUE friends will understand you and will be by your side forever... "

ok fine... i tokok tambah abit la... but the meaning is there...

many things are pointing towards this...

many things i see reminds me of this...

for instance, when i go to tuition, i see my teacher's son and his bestfriend... his bestfriend is ALWAYS there... the son may or may not be there but his bestfriend is always there...

then when i go out with my cousins, my cousins will talk about one of my other cousin's bestfriend... how they do stuff together...

this just remind me of JUNE 2008...

reminiscence

i try my very best to abscond this shit filled memories but i really just cant... i wonder if anyone has gone through THIS painful moments of their lives...

id love to be your friend...

gawdd!

my posts are so period-y..happy then sad then happy then sad...

mixed emotions...

we all have a choice in life...

i just dont get hw ppl choose emotions...

ppl HIDE them...

HOW?!

but then again...

who realy cares...

no one cares for me anyway...

rite?

DIE...

[hmm...]

Friday, October 23, 2009 10:58 PM

starting to feel like i was NVR appreciated...

nt by you, or you OR you...

by nobody...

i guess i AM really an object...

BUY.USE.THROWAWAY

and most of the time not even a thnk you...

so yeahh...

so anyway...

i just came back frm carlos...

was with marielle, rahul, tsi minn, wei ling, azim and farhan...

had fun...

dad is in taiwan so a lil more freedom...

haha...

so anyway..

yeah la...

thats all i think...

till then...

bye...!!