orangecow

YOUR BESTFRIEND NEXT DOOR

IAN

A B E L

NATHANIEL

[im your brother, nt your bestfriend...]

Saturday, December 05, 2009 11:30 AM

haha..

so..

yesterday, woke up early...

then waited for kc, cassy, eve and anusha to come...

they all came about an hour late...

i cleaned my room while waiting for them to come for my brothers friends to sleep in when my friends come... i caught a freaking cold...

annoying...

then after that they all came then did the retarded tree...

couldnt do much...

but we did..

then anusha broke my brothers glass thing... and it cut my toe...

then bla bla bla..

tlak talk...

had fun..

then cassy won the FLY FM thing...

then after that bla bla bla...

they went to taipan...

sat in nareish's car..

then saw kc, then took kc to go taiapn...

then after that went and saw the new place... then went to mcD... then my brother called and scolded me cz the glass thing cut his leg oso..

but i swept like twice!!

then wtv la..

that spoilt my day..

then after that kc went back first then i was with cassy nad we went to see rowena all...

then after that she had to go back, then i went back too...

i walked to kc's place...

then bang balls with him for about 2 hours?? dunno...

then after that my parents cmae to pick me up and we went to fix drumset in a customers house then after that went home...

then wtv la..

then i sat in the middle of the night about 2 or 3 or 4 in the morning...

sat on my bed and played the song above..

oh, and i was talking to kc about something...

haha..

hmm..

im still figuring out bro...

=P

well yeahh...

thats about it..

amd

AWWWWW!!!! to the title.. haha...

sorry, i just had to.. XP

[staring]

Wednesday, December 02, 2009 10:37 PM

ive been staring at this blank space thinking of what to write...

haha...

lost of words...

my book is UNWRITTEN...

oh, talkign about books...

i really wanna write a book...

haha...

its gonna be a story la..

mayb im gonna round up my writting friends, like anusha, kishya all and come up with a book...

hmm...

why not rite??

like a side job thing...

well anyway...

today has been much of a stoning day...

OH AND I NOE YOU READ MY BLOG!!!! I NOE YOU DOO!!! YOU SAY YOU DONT BUT I NOE YOU DO!!!! DONT LIE TO ME!!!

anyway...

yeah...

so yeah la..

cant study much oso...

kept thinking about everything...

hope physics will be gud tmrw...

so yeah...

mum period now...

damn annoying..!!

urgh!!!!

[today oh today...]

Tuesday, December 01, 2009 10:14 PM

today...

hmm...

today i had accounts paper...

i really din like it at all..

it was really really confusin...

then after that i hurried home, called kheech and waited for his mum to pick me up...

i frekaing hurried cz he said his mum was otw..

then after awhile, the mum came and i went to his house..

had a chat with his mum about some things...

then after that spent time with him...

he cooked...

i was the guinea pig...

lucky i gt no stomach ache now...

haha...

then eat and watch :

TO KHEECH :

you wanted to noe this :

yeah, you were right... haha...

well anyway...

it was a dumb show except for parts like on top...

haha...

somebody was steaming atw... haha!!

cover summore...

haha!!

must learn the art of self control..

travel the energy...

haha!!

anyway...

then after that talk talk... bla bla bla...

then went to his clinic jap, then went for a drink, then went to try the guitar...

thenn mum came pick both of us and went to :

where we went to play 2 games of bowling...

damn suckk!!

then i took him on a tour and explained what happened where...

then after that went to eat...

the food was so-so oni la...

then went back...

drop him home...

he needed to shit...

haha...

well...

thats a summary of today la...

fun day...

B4L...

ps : i survived the one week when you were not here... its thanks to someone la basically, but then again, i suffered the last few days in lonesome pain... and i did it!! haha... so frm now on, i shall limit my msgs to you... okay? that cool with you?? im sure it is... tell me la... :)

cya!!

[THE COW IS HAPPY!!!!]

Monday, November 30, 2009 11:58 PM

YOU CAME BACKK!!!!!

i thought you cmn back tmrw!!

liar!!

haha...

anyway...

i got quite a few things to tell you...

so anyway...

yesterday's advent went well...

pastor peter was the guest among the family...

and yeah...

then after that went home then today, woke up. then study...

abit la..

dunno hw to study accounts...

then after that watched :

then study abit..

then bla bla bla..

then was in my room listening to music while studying then a phone call came in...

CHOH

i thought, frm china?

then i pick up, and,

IM BACK!

haha...

then phone vut then called agian then cut agian...

im currently witing for his call...

must berborak...

haha...

miss em... in a cool wayy...

haha...

anyway...

yeah...

i might have screwed things up with another someone... he noes who he is... if oyu're reading, SORRY AGAINN!!! like i said, my ghost of jealousy and ghost of paranoia... they're haunting me...

just hope things could be back normal...

lost someone, gain someone, gain someone, lost someone...

pfft! life man...!

so anyway...

still happy...

mayb tmrw i pay a visit to YANG BERHORMAT DATO' DR. CHOH...

see first la...

so, gotta go wait...

cya!!

[*blank*]

Sunday, November 29, 2009 4:15 PM

if you noticed, my picture of the blog post is just a blank white space... i still dunno what to feel...

i dunno what to feel... what to believe, what to decipoher frm what happened that day...

im starting to believe that everything was a lie...

a lie just to mayb get rid of me?

i dunno...

i just hope i get answers soon... you noe what i want... i told you what my future plans are... im slowlyly loosing everyone one by one... i just dont want to lose anymore ppl... ive had a great lost this spm and a great gain this spm to... i lost a few friends, and ive regained a close friendship with someone whom i have befriended for 9 years... can we carry it on?

pls...

thanks...

anyway, today has been a weird day... hmm... lemme start with what happened in the morning...

i came back frm the pub ethen went to sleep... then after that at about 8 olcock woke up and went to church...

sat with my cousins behind...

alwyn preached today...

liked it..

then after that, bla bla bla...

then went for passion praise...

DAMN!!!!!

it was gud...

cant wait to go for more...

i really felt the worshiping spirit there... which is gud... cz normally i dun really feel like worshiping outloud when my parents are around... its kinda weird...

so yeahh...

later going to a.evon's house for advent...

today is the first day...

HOPE!!!

the candle of hope...

first of the 5 weeks countdown to chirtmas...

so thats all...

[sad but sweet but still sad]

1:58 AM

i dunno what to say la...

today there's only 1 word...

SUCKED!!!

well honestly...

mayb its me ghoist of jealousy or my ghost of paranoia...

i dunno...

one minute its like this, the other minute its like that...

things jz cant remain the same for a long time can it??

why oh why??

well anyway..

brief breakdown for the day...

wake up

shop

church

opp

home

yeah..

suppose to spend a whole day with kl, dunno what happen...

you ask him..

during the party oso din come say hi to me...

summore i waiting like an idiot...

well anyway...

the party sucked..

was practically alone..

i HAD to become a blender...

i hate blenders...

but i din have a choice...

as it is, ppl say im sombong and emo edi...

so i blend...

i just dont like mixing with ppl who im nt close to...

and like dun really noe...

i oso dun like taking frm ppl...

anything...

doenst matter a sweet, or a car...

mayb car i take la..

haha...

but anyway yeahh..

i hate opp...

but my uncle gave me a whole glass of some alchohol...

gawd noes what i drank, but i did...

that really eased me up nicely...

i felt a weight gt lifted up...

hw i wish my dad is like that...

i noe my limits..

anyway...

tmrw is passion praise...

hope it will be nice...

btw, somebody called me sweet today...

haha...

sorrry i damn perasan...

so yeah...

g2g do kc's stuff...

smile sadly...

i wish i had someone to complain or to talk to during my lonesome times jz now...

[in and out of my life]

Friday, November 27, 2009 2:19 AM

no comment la...

lets start with add math...

paper 1 was simple... i came back damn happy call my teacher all...

paper 2 was damn hard... i had to calm down a friend... she was crying...

then came home... then went to teachers house to show him the papers and went back to my shop...

and crap the life out there...

then today... this morning, i jumped out of bed...

bathe all and cycled to lisa's house to see her... see if she's okay all and give her something... secret.. haha!!

then after that, chat with her etc etc... oh and i woke her up and her maid damn funny, said, " itu budak sangat malas... handphone pun xde, smua pun xde dier nak tido saje, malas..."

i laughed!!

haha...

then after that said bye...

gonna visit her sometimes soon...

then with all my might and my strenght, i cycled to eve's place to do the christmas tree..

haha....

it turnred out really nicely...

then after that makan at her place all...

she taught me hw to eat indian food.... haha!

was there with cassy and a person called syam or something...

then went home and wait for uncle lino to come...

then came, then me and mark headed to my shop...

but i din go shop...

i decided to go to tuition straight away...

called kl and met him with the other bunch of friends...

then indian gang... they were shocked i joined them for lepak time cz i usually dont... today, since it was the last day, i decided to lepak with them...

they're actualy nice...!!

haha...

talk to them, they talk to me... make joke all...

haha...

damn funny....

then after that tuition..

sat next to kl... kcau me all the time..

haha...

kesian him... today last day of tuition... he wont be able to do that anymore....

haha...

then after that went to the shop..

and then idid a like an opening video for passion praise...

ask me i show you la...

i like it...

kinda...

ok... then after that went home...

found out a damn alot of things which was going on...

i dont care oso la...

to hell with you...

EAT SHIT ASSHOLE!!

haha...

quote frm kc...

and thenn...

yeah la...

msg kl, and cassy, packed my books, find my acounts papers, eating chocolate etc etc etc...

then after that bla bla bla...

went sher's house...

came back..

and nw im here la..

waiting for time to fly by...

kheech : if you're reading this frm china,

pls write on my facebook wall...

gimme details on what time you cmn back... i come see you... and mayb bring someone along...

:)

so thats it la...

smile bitch!

=P

oh yeah...

kl wanted to go out after spm... see first la ha...

and owh yeah!!

i got party this saturday... with a whole gud bunch of ppl...

seeing her there oso...

=P

aha...

kk...

time for me to piss off...

:)

[i miss you miss you...]

Tuesday, November 24, 2009 9:11 PM

its like a black hole out there...

let me tell you what happened on the 23rd november and 24th november ( today )...

23 i had math paper...

the paper was quite simple... i liked it...

i think i can see my A+ cmn frm there...

anyway...

after math paper finished, i quickly rushed home cz was suppose to meet khee chye and prob go back his house and help him pack all...

so i rushed home and then i found out that he left for home edi, so i was suppose to go at 5 plus...

then i was thinking, what would make him happy before he left...

i striaght away pick up the phone and ask every form 4 in my contacts if they knew richard liew's number ( lisa's bestfriend )...

i asked :

haris

ian quek

qoucellia

u-sern

marielle

then goucellia replied me ian's number then i ian then i got it...

but richard was in rawang cmn back..

so i cycled to usj 20 ( where she lived )...

took my bike and cycle damn far... then after that was trying to find for her house...

it was suppose to be a suprise but i couldnt wait cz i din wanna me roaming usj 20 like an idiot so i called kheech and asked him where the house was then he told me... then i went.. as i was looking into the house, she and her mum was driving infornt... i din realise it was her cz din look like...

then after that she said cant talk etc...

then i cycled off...

then i told myself i couldnt give up... i came all the way to help a brother and i have to finish it... i cycled... as i was reaching towards her house, i saw she was walking out of the house trying to find me too..

so i cycled towards her and met her.. then went to her house and called kheech and i let them waste myphone bill... i hope this month the bill dont come up so high again... :/ die la!!!

then after that bla bla bla... she pass me something to pass to him...

IM NOT A MAID!!!!

haha...

then after that talk to her.. plan future with her... helped her... wrote a letter.. and most important : made her laugh... im sure she had a gud time after a loooong time nt communicating with friends... esp her own bf... sad...

then after that it was time to go so i cycled ALL THE WAY to usj 9... damn tired... lisa said it would take me half an hour.. i reached there in like 15 minutes... and kheech's 5 minutes turned out to be 20 minutes.... haha... then saw him... went for a drink...

it was like kinda the last time i was gonna see him for a week...

so we talk talk... i was kinda blur cz damn fcking tired.. SORRY BRO!!

BUT I STILL LISTENED KAY!!! EVERYTHING YOU SAID IS IN MY HEAD!!

then after that went back to his clinic... then din wanna go inside, cz the last time i did, which was earlier, everyone was conversing in mandarin... it was really really really uncomfortable... so i decided to stay out and i had to make him stay out with me...

then we talk talk talk...

then it was time for me to go... so pounded his fist and said goodbye... went inside and wished his whole family a safe trip and an exciting holiday and take care..

then left...

then his sister came to the door, BYEEE!!!!

haha... so cute..

then i went back home...

exhausted...

first thing took a bath and rested... and i couldnt study cz my mind was on something else...

then msged kheech and bryan...

and then studied moral... rmmbred 22 nilai but was soon forgetten... called bryan and merborok smbil blajar.. he helped me and motivated me...

THANK YOU BRO!!

then after that decided to stop studying and went to stone on my bed.. then 12 ocolck came and i called kheech for the last time... and we said out last goodbyes... and then after awhile, he msg...

" flight delayed... wtf!!"

then i called him again..

then caht caht forawhile then msg msg then i slept...

he sent a msg saying, " finally on the damn plane. goodnite. chao "

i din reply, i was fast asleep...

suppose to wake up at 4 to study moral but oculdnt.. woke up at 6... then went for moral...

screwed up the exam and came back...

hope can at least pass la this time...

then after that i quickly hurried home cz he was suppose to msg me when he arrived...

till now i din get a msg... :(

i msg him but msg nt delivered... :(

im worried...

anyway, went for tuition frm 1 till 4... then after that went home...

went to kheech's clinic with dad to pick up something he left for me to take and give someone and then we went to bukit jalil club...

i went there and studied my add math...

then after that came home...

mum was laughing, so i asked why..

she said the news lines there read :

MONK OPENS AIRPLANE EMERGENCY EXIT FOR FRESH AIR

my heart started pumping... then i ask, where? when? how? what happen??

i was worried la!!

monk = china = the place kheech went...

plus i din get a msg!!

WORRIED SICK!!!

im sorry but i worry for my friends alot... explains the white hair...

anyway...

i worried la..

ill just pray and dont stop praying la...

i hope he somehow can come online so i can chat with him and ask him hws everything...

i miss him...

i do...

its nt gay...

it being extrafriendly...

its just me...

hope everything is fine...

cant wait for the 1st december...

i feel so lost rite now... thank god for kl, if not i really feel VERY VERY lost...

hope i survive the world for a week...

i need a hug!!!!!!!!!! i really needed one that night when i was on the phone with bryan... i just stretched out my arms under the fan hoping the air would hug me back... i went upstairs to my room and hugged my bolster...

I HAD TOO!!!

haha...

its been long since ive had a hug...

hmm...

anyway...

g2g now do kheech, lisa and my stuff...

cya!!

[sorry that it took so long...]

Sunday, November 22, 2009 9:40 PM

its a simple, yet hard word to say...

but you realy really realy mean it, its freaking hard...

i can rmmbr the first time i said sorry and really menat it...

it was with akif... i destroyed one of his belongings... and i wanted to say sorry...

he came inside my class to take something then looked at me with his angry face...

i lipped, " sorry" but my sorry was stuck halfway cz it wasnt easy to say sorry...

but i eventually said it.. i went up to him and said i was sorry...

apology accepted...

ive learn that its not easy but when you really need to, you have to...

ive said sorry many times since then...

i keep on saying it...

i just like it...

=P

well...

reason for this post... is cz someone FINALLY apologised for all the shit the idiot has done...

if you noe you did something wrong, just apologise... unless you dun have the heart... if you dun ahve to heart then pls go and die... you're not worth living as a human being...

i told him why i was angry.. i told him that it was a leeson for him to learn... and i accepted the apology on one condition...

he doesnt repeat it..

if he does then i some thing ________ up is gonna happen...

so yeahh...

dun really care oso la...

well anyway...

thats about it...

[TIREDLF!!!!]

2:34 PM

lets starts with friday...

est...

est was really gud... i was expecting sumting bio but friction came out instead.... i whack 5 pages full essay...

i wrote about hydraulic la, drag la, resultant force la bla bla bla bla bla bla bla...

then after exam, went to find for kc...

he came back to my house with me... then we lepak together until 12.30 then we sent him back to his clinic...

HE DROPPED THE GUINEA PIG DOWN!!!

haha...

it doesnt like him..

anyway...

then after that i went for tuition un til about 6 oclock... then headed home...

went out for dinner with mum and kc...

my mum noes him better now and she has like a gud thing about him...

she asked me, " why all your friends all juniors?? ( refering to eve )..."

haha...

then bla bla la... he had to go off earlier cz his step up came to pick him up...

i was msging bryan..

we were msging with titles of songs...

here's how it went... :

oc : haha! tau la... i msg you later... eating...

kl : dont want, i wanna anoy you. too bad

oc : so this is what it means when they say, what goes around comes around... (becuase i use to annoy him and msg him damn alot!)

kl : haha. no la, its call love game

oc : you wanna take a rite on my disco stick? =P

kl : yeah rite after you cry me a river

oc : not until you write me a love song

kl : i cant, you're so last summer

oc : Beat it!!

kl : baby come back! haha

oc : sugar, we're going down...

kl : seize the day with a poker face before i say goodbye

oc : for you i will... frm the inside out cz im hanging by the moment... here in my hone and here without you.. i can only imagine... hurt... :(

kl : thought its a beautiful lie that got me aint going but you will allways be my baby :)

oc : i want you back... i'm yours.... i swear...!

kl : okay its getting gay.. haha

oc : if thats okay with you... bet it wasnt me... fun la bro!!

kl : gay la cant take it

oc : but its entertaining... im gonna blog about it... i got a feeling...

kl : that i'll be helpless when she smiles because she's so sempurna

oc : whatever you like throught the eyes of love... Stupid boy...!

< end>

this spm has brought me closer to him...

9 years noe him edi...

haha...

gonna have telephonic moral classes on monday night with him...

my moral sucks!!!

haha... anyway.. after that i went home... then i did my add math work until about 12 plus 1 liddat...

thats after that went to sleep and slept at only 2...

then woke up at 8 and went for tuition...

reached at 9... all the way to 1... had lunch in teachers house...

bla bla...

went to the shop...

then went to a cousins pool party... as usual, i was the oe looking after all the kids...

i noe i cant swim, cz of my ear condition... but i couldnt help it!!!! loooong time din swim... i miss it...!!

and YES!! I CAN SWIMM!!!!

ahaha...

then after that played in the rain... then went to uncle cliften's house cz my aunt frm autralia is down...

then stone there until about 12... then went home...

slept at 1... then went to church... then went to youth class...

wallop 4 packets of nasi lemak.. small packets... no one wanted to eat... so dun waste la!!

ahaha..

then after that now im home...

blogging...

:)

its math tmrw...

cant wait!!!!

=P

im here for you if you need me...

lean on me, when you're not strong,
i'll be your friend, i'll help you carry on...
for, when you are down,
you need,
somebody to lean on...

call on me brother,
if you need a friend,
we all need somebody to lean on...

you just might have a problem,
that i'll understand,
we all need somebody to lean on...

you got me... :) dun worry... :)

i'll try my best... :)

[SPM SUCK COCK!!]

Thursday, November 19, 2009 9:41 PM

i hope i get run down by the an on coming car...

wednesday was the first day...

BM paper was, i was lack of ideas but still did the essay and managed to break the 350 and 250 words...

then was history paper 1..

whatever i studied DID NOT COME OUT AT ALL!!!!

urghh!!

then was BM paper 2...

this was slightly better... the novel was quite easy... but the peribahasa WAS DAMN TOUGH!!!!

then THURSDAY

english paper 1 was SUPER CHUN!!!

first essay was report.. which was fine...

SECOND ESSAY I NAILED THE BITCH!!!

i wrote number 4... i wrote about one of my previous blog postS...

it was, end the story with, "... we said our goodbyes and went our seperate ways"

i wrote a true story but added my own story in the end... which i noe might just happen... some of it... but we will definately say goodbye for awhile... rite??

so yeah...

i came out of english exam 1 hour 45 minutes early to study history...

i went home, ate and studied.. then tsi minn came...

ppl oni visit me when they got no one else... if not the dgaf about me... i proved it...

anway...

then we walked back to skul... then history time...

i buka paper... YES!!! whatever i studied at home, came out...

BUT..

i oni studied one thing.. that is nasianalisme..

the passing mark for history was 18 last year...

i hope i can AT LEAST PASS!!!

i dont wan the tuition money to go to waste...

damn sad...

so anyway...

quick update about my life...

found back a ANOTHER lost friend :

JUSTIN IVAN DASS

was very very very very very very very very very close to him in form 3.. the amount of things we did together was just awesome...

haha...

anyway...

will be catching up with him and alot of my other old friends after spm...

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!

SPM IS GONNA END IN LIKE 18 DAYS TIME!!! 8 DAYS OF EXAM!!!

wowness...

haha...

oh and one more update :

i might be taking driving with :

JULAIN YAP TECK YEE

since all my idiotic friend are LIKE THAT, he invited me and ask me if i wanna take with him...

but im gonna have to sit for the 6 hours class alone...

hmm...

dunno lehh...

if my other friends dun ask me then i wither go with him or go alone...

if not, i go with :

BRYAN LAU KAH LIANG

ive been close to him since std 2... 9 freaking yearss!!

we've had our ups and downs but ive been getting closer to him this spm...

we call each other now...

haha... last time i call him and we talk on the phone like for awhile oni...

after bm yesterday, suprisingly, he call me and we chat for damn long... lisa din have time to call oso.. couldnt reply msgs fast oso.... but was fun talking to him... long time din talk edi...

so yeahh..

will update more after spm or whenever i can...

till then...

CYA!!!

ps. sorry for the looooooooooooooooooooong post..

[OWHMUHFREAKINGGAWDITSSPM!!!!!]

Tuesday, November 17, 2009 9:06 PM

i hope im the fella at the back...

SPM IS FREAKING TMRW!!!!!

OH BALLSS!!!!!!

i got less than 12hours to re cramp everything in my brains...

i nvr knew i would live up till this day...

woww!!!

anyways...

i just wanted to thank someone for being there for me whenever i needed him :

since he's practically the only one reading my blog, it would be quite safe...

[ a nvr before seen picture of him... poser gak arr!!]

haha...

thanks alot bro...

and so...

thats practically it la...

tmrw wake up and go skul...

URGH!!!

cant wait till the 8th Disember...

and i guess im gonna have to be taking driving alone..

hmm...

so anyway...

back to online stuff la...

[hmm...??]

Monday, November 16, 2009 10:58 PM

after much thinking and much decision making and kuch changes,

let me tell the ppl who reads my blog my career options..

starting frm when i was freaking small and brainless...

you noe hw all those kids wanna be doctors when they were little... i was different... i was weird... here's my breakdown :

1. archeologist ( wtf rite? haha! )

2. vet

3. doctor

4. vet

5. doctore, this time more specific, orthopedic,

6. vet

7. graphic designer

8. doctor

9. designer ( nt sure what type )

10. doctor

11. vet

12. multimedia deisgner

13. vet

and narrowed down to :

multimedia deisgner or vet

dj-ing was just a part time thing... and so was photo editing, video editing, and other designing stuff...

and i think im picking VET!!

WEEEHOOO!!

shud be la...

dunno if can get or not in the first place...

will try la...

so anyway...

FACEBOOK has been annoying me!!

ALOTT!!!!

and yeahh...

im backed to mixed emotions...

its spm soon... in less then 48 hours...

God bless me!! PLSS!!!!

[AARGHH!!]

8:13 PM

DAMN FREAKING TIREDD!!!

today woke up at about 9 ish...

went down stairs to study for awhil for about half an hour or so... then left for skul... went to skul to give my koko letter to the stupid pn. yee...

saw sofea there and chat with her her for awhile.. then after that went inside... chat with THE ONE THE ONLY for awhile then went to look for pn. yee again... couldnt find her so lazed around... then gave the letter to the staff... then chat with THE ONE THE ONLY again and sat with him for awhile unti;l pn. chong came and halau me out frm skul cz i m not wearing skul uniform...

so i went home then do stuff then left for PJ... dad went to tan sri's house to fix drum set... mum and me went for a sctroll around taman tun.. then we all met up at makul taman tun and had lunch... DAMN EXPENSIVVE!!!!

then after that wnt to the shop... study again for about an hour or so.. then went tuition... tuition time teacher gave the paper then i semangat do did the paper.. i cuold do quite alot... then after that teacher said, ok, who wants to study history today... then majority wanted to study history... so we did... 4 bloody hours of histopry... i covored half of form 4 topics.. going home and doing the other half then tmrw do for m 5...

FIRST BLOODY TIME STUDYING SEJRAH!!!

not bad huh??

haha...

so yeah la...

thats about it today..

later goin makan at damansara... damn tired.. go home and burn the midnight oil for the second time in my life...

how nice if got someone to accompany me while i burn the bloody fcking oill!!!

haha...

and yeah..

after spm, i wanna redo my blogskin!!

im gonna use my html knowledge and play with it...

cant wait..

haha.. thats about it.. so yeah..

BYENESS!!!

[owhgawdness!!]

Sunday, November 15, 2009 9:39 PM

BLOGGING BY FORCE!!

so..

today...

hmm...

woke up early...

went to tuition at 8... skpped church...

went to church at 10.30, the ending of church...

pastor prayed for me for spm..

then went back to the shop...

then do some stuff..

then went home with the Ong Sisters...

then came home and slept...

then woke up went online...

barely studied today...

must start later...

then after that cam online la...

then do some grifting...

then did kc's blog...

go check it out...

http://kheech.blogspot.com/

then bla bla bla...

play rc...

oh, i got a new strategy thingy to get more xp faster and money faster... go check it out...

then yeah la..

thats aobut it..

hungry...

waiting for parents to come bac kadn give me food...

oh, i just kinda found out that my stupid church is nt using my damn fraeking design cz they scared the thing copyrighted...

wtf man?!

its just church and fliers...

i design susah susah for what then?!

damn angry...!!

so yeahh..

thats about it la..

and yeah...

KC SUCKS!!!

[OWH SHAT!!]

Saturday, November 14, 2009 10:37 PM

I MIGHT BE OVERDOING IT AGAIN!!!

SHAT!!!

MUST CONTROL MYSELF...

CONTROLL...

CONTROLLL!!

CONTROLLLL!!!

CONTROLLLLL!!!!

CONTROLLLLLL!!!!!

TMRW I SHALL CONTROLL!!!!!

I'LL TMB!!!

[this is why i love facebook]

12:41 PM

haha... to some, E=mc2 :

E is enery, m is mass defect of radioactive element and c2 is the speed of light sqaured...

comes under radioactive in form 5...

haha!!

[B.R.O]

12:55 AM

few things to noe if you're close to me or not...

1. if i call you bro while msging or msn or anything not face to face. then you're quite important to me...

2. if i call you bro face to face, you're supre fcking important to me...

3. if i say the L word and mean it to you then you're very cloe to me...

4. if i msg you alot, means i really wanna noe you better cz ur a nice person...

5. if i come and see you everytime, means i treasure our friendship...

6. if i simply buy stuff for you means i care...

7. if i tell you more that 3 secrets then i really really really trust you...

8. if i call you, means you're a nice person to talk to...

9. if i tell you my problems, i expect you to AT LEAST listen and dont merely say, " okay."

10. if i invite you out always then i really wanna spend some quality time with a friend... doesnt have to be 2 ppl only...

...the word BRO is not just a word... if im not close to you or dun even noe you, DONT EVER CALL ME BRO!!!!!!

so yeahh...

thats a lil sum'in i just thought about..

cant sleep... so i blog.. haha...

go check the boxes and see what you've nt countered before... take number you ticked, divide by 10 then times hundred and see what you get..

DONT FORGET!!

ITS A+ nt A1...

gonna tmb to sleep now..

haha...

gnite!!!

[LATHARGY]

Friday, November 13, 2009 10:35 PM

i feel very tired nowadays...

no matter hw much i sleep i still feel very tired...

anyways...

today was kinda the last day of skul...

and it was perfecto!

i started skul being lonely, i end skul being lonely...

dun really feel like mixing with ppl...

feel like got no mood edi anymore...

after spm im just gona sit back by myself and relax BY MYSELF!!

call me anti social, i DGAF!

haha...

anyways...

ntg much has been going on lately...

trying my very best to study as much as i can...

i wanna at least get 4 A's for spm...

and yeahh...

kc's in johor having the time of his life and im here stuck with spm...

but soon, things are gonna change...

haha!!

so yeahh..

thats about it..

gnite!!

[STRESS!!!]

Thursday, November 12, 2009 11:08 PM

MY GAWDD!!!

looooooooong time nvr go online!!!

gawdd!!

anyway..

on wednesday had addmath tuition..

had test...

started at 8 am..

so went...

was suppose to finish at 2.30 but then i oculdnt finish the paper on time so extended till 3.15...

i was damn tired edi..

who nt tired?!

8 till 3... then after that my teacher wanted todiscuss the paper...

so discuss..

RITE UNTIL FREAKING 5 O'BLOODY CLOCK!!!

FRM 8AM TILL 5PM!!!!

WHO NT STRESS?!?!!

summore addmath onlyy!!!!

my gawdd!! damn stress!!!

and i was damn angry with y parents cz they din wanna pick me up!

so i went back to the shop and fought with them..

then went back home with u. jimmy... went home then bath all then call husna and ask if can go out with her for awhile.. so she picked me up... husna, the sister and yusof was there...then went to taipan and buy some buns... then after that husna dropped me at khee chye's place and yusof at ali berkt..

went there then after that went to :

with

to have dinner...

i din eat cz no mood and i had food at home... i just teman them oni...

khee yen ( if thats hw you spell it ) jz couldnt stop talking mandarin... i understand here and there la.. but nt much... at first din quite like it... but then i thought, id be okay if kc translated everything so i oso can learn hw to understand mandarin... haha...

that was the de-stressing thing that day...

damn happy i went out with them if nt at home i die of stress!!

then after that bla bla and went and sleep...

today, woke up, went to skul, stood at the normal place.. rahul came and told me that he's going to joshua's house... thanks for nt tellin the day before... thanks for nt telling anything... aihh.. i oso dun care la... do whateveryou wanna do la...

was in skul today.. hang out with intan, husna, fara, sera, feeza... damn sad...

only UK and me the only guys in class..

then inglish came..

and then the Boys' Brigade story came out again :

then fat said, i dunno hw to help you edi, i tried...

i wanted to say thank you but couldnt get it out of me.. then sofea said softly, say thank you la... so i said, then she was like, finally, i see achange in you.. yada yaday yada..

haha!!

i hope my skul leaving cert change!!!!

PLSS!!!!

so anyway...

thats about all la...

stress...

spm is in like a few days more so i dun think ill be online very often now...

: /

stupid spm!!!